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19/10
It's autumn for real. It's cold and dark outside and I don't feel like doing anything at all really. So, no programming done today either, not so far at least ... And tomorrow I'm getting up at six to start working at 7:30, why the heck to I happily say yes to any time Katarina suggests? And why do I feel so negative to working when I'm not doing it, when I don't have anything against it once I actually am? Suppose the way I set myself up with additional early mornings at times is one thing. Can't really defend the idea that it'd take away from my studying either, not so far anyway. Would have no problem doubling my studying time and still be able to work more often if I had more discipline :-) ... Might just be some deeply rooted dislike of having what could have been free time taken away from me. Anyway, no matter how dubious or undefinable the reasons, it is a fact that when I'm not at work I feel I'd do better not working at all, and when I'm at work I don't mind at all ... Human nature, eh? Some people don't understand the opposite sex, I for one will be happy the day I understand myself fully :-) ...
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