27/10
Writing on a newspaper, in the middle of an advertisment (and backwards :-) to conserve Palm batteries. Thinking of how I could avoid thinking of bringing something to read and/or some decent paper to write on. Did think of bringing paper, but decided against it since I couldn't see the meaning of doing so ... For the trip home I'll be sure tp get some batteries anyway - get back into the age of technology with CD-music and Palm notes instead of background sounds and pencil on newspaper ...
No comfortable space to write on either this - too small space for the arm to move, get writer's cramp in no time at all. Still feel very intellectual writing on the train instead of just reading or listening to music :-). Feeling of hunger has temporarily gone away again. Haven't really had much at all in the way of food today. Breakfast as modest as usual and one pizza slice with watre to drink sums up the total consumption today. Good for the waist line if nothing else :-) ...
Will be fun to get this into the site later, especially if someone comes by and wonders about the newspaper (today's edition of Näringsliv, very intellectual that too :-) ... Wonder just how unreadable this will be anyway, a shaking train, small space and mirror writing aren't usually things which improve my handwriting ...
Going to miss the Sopranos tonight, dang ... Wonder when it's sent again? Writing this sure makes the passage of time speed up, that's a plus. Will be interesting to see how much this amounts to on the screen. Should be quite a bit in combination with today's extensive Palm notes.
Getting closer to thought stream now than usually. More stimulating surroundings probably help too ... On the other hand writing slows down and affects the thought stream too, got to keep the words in order and all that ... Language databases should take some processing power away from the stream too. Wonder if the brain works something like a processor, only one task at a time, limited capacity and so on? Seems like that to me. And women have a newer, revised OS endabling improved multitasking :-) ... Would computers have been built differently if our brains had been working differently? Have we more or less subconsciously made computers work like simple brains (before the neural network ides and such I mean)? If so, they ought to become self-aware when they get complex enough ...
If the train is on schedule there should be about one hour and ten minutes of travel left now. Probably a bit behind schedule though, so an hour and a half could be more realistic. Time will tell ...
Next stop Älmhult. That would tell me something about distance/time left, if I'd been more into Swedish geography that it.
Wonder what I'd be doing now if I'd never started writing this? Wonder what I'd be doing in a world where I never started on my homesite? Would I even be here now or somewhere else completely? I would have poured a lot of time into something else, probably games, and I most likely would have no contact with Bonnie. What a dark world that would be ... But then, I wouldn't notice. And perhaps I'd be even better off in some other way in that world (not that I see how from here) ... Interesting thoughts, all thanks to the exact current circumstances. Would I even be writing this if it hadn't been for that bus trip? Who knows, always in motion the future is ... Wouldn't complain if I suddenly got some batteries though (get the hint, fate? :-) ... Wonder if that guy acrosss the walkway wonders what I'm doing? Let him wonder then :-) ...
(Next: Osby) By the way, this is the second time of two possible I'll spend the entire weekend before an examination completely in the absence of any schoolwork/studies. Nice trend eh? Let's say it's good for improving focus in the coming week of intense studies. Luckily I've got Red Alert 2 ready to help keep such tendencies at bay :-) ... See, got everything set up for a really great examination result ... Actually thnking about not even installing the game until I'm done with the test, might be a wise move.
What if this is the wrong train? What if I'd remained on that wrong train I was on for a few minutes in Örebro? Better not think about that, makes me nervous ... Must say this page differs from the rest pretty much by now :-) ... Time to switch to a fresh one ...
Wonder how much it'd take to switch my thinking to English all the time? Probably not frightfully little ... Strange really, almost everything I write is in English, but it's still a language I practically never speak. And I don't like anglification of Swedish either, too much education/like of correctness to like people who mix lots of English terms into their talk and writing.
Someone said something about not being tired. I think I'm into that grey zone where you don't feel tired, but realize you don't feel all that rested and alert either. Some stimulation of the bloodsugar levels will probably fix that. Like travelling in thisstate though. Awake enough to do stuff like this, but not awake enough to think travelling takes forever ... Just half an hour or so left now by the way, feels good no matter how much in travel mood I may be :-) ... Been chewing this gum for five and a half hours now, still geels a bit fresh in the mouth ... I overdo it with all those smileys, got to cut down on those and the "..."'s too. Can't sit back and relax too much, don't want to fall asleep and miss the station!
So, is writing the most fun you can have all by yourself? Sure is more stimulating, and thus more fun in that way, than just taking stuff in, as when listening to music or reading. Would like to say time moves faster when playing a good game or watching a good film though ...
Next: Eslöv ... Getting a bit restless now, want to get this over with! Mustn't think about the wonders of teleportation, only torturing myself :-). Where is Eslöv in relation to Lund anyway? Well, will know soon (I hope).
Next: Lund!
